Apropos of Atropos

They don’t teach you the facts of death,
Your Mum and Dad. They give you pets.

– The Secret Book of the Dead, Terry Pratchett

We go on buying them. We must be mad.

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Decency

So that day on the bus there was this old uncle sitting with a folded perambulator, backpack and groceries including a huge packet of diapers. And I watched him move his stuff into really uncomfortable positions just so that a husband could sit next to his already seated pregnant wife. There were other empty seats elsewhere. He chose to look beyond his own burdens and needs and inconvenience to make that little difference for someone else.

And then on the train, this tattooed Malay teen with his friends and back-canted cap and an attitude to match sitting two spaces from the priority seat quickly and quietly giving up his seat, as soon as he saw an old lady come into the carriage and glancing over seeing that the man in the priority seat was sleeping. She didn’t even have to move to stand in front of him, as soon as she was in through the doors he was up like it was the most natural thing in the world.

When human beings choose to be nice to other human beings, it brings that simple light into your day and a smile to your face.

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Vox Populi

This is a call to arms
Gather soldiers
Time to go to war
This is a battle song
Brothers and sisters
Time to go to war

Did you ever believe?
Were you ever a dreamer?
Ever imagine heart open and free?
Did you ever deny?
Were you ever a traitor?
Ever in love with your bloodlust and need?

Ever want to be free?
Do you even remember?
Want to beguile the devil like me?
Ever want to just stop?
Do you want to surrender?
Or fight for victory?

Here we are at the start
I can feel the beating of our hearts
Here we are at the start

Darkness falls / here comes the rain
To wash away / the past and the names

Far, far away / in a land that time can’t change
Long, long ago / in a place of hearts and ghosts
Far, far away / in a land that time can’t change
Long, long ago / in a place of hearts and ghosts

This is our call to arms
We own the night
This is our battle song
We own the night

Electronica lead and siren sfx segueing into choral declaration, pausing before exploding into a blazing juggernaut of an anthem. Everything keeps tearing in with great intensity, drums, electrics, shouts, stomps, claps. One of those all-out songs. Vox populi indeed; the voice of the people really makes the song.

#overcome

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Feet don’t fail me now

Give me strength to cross this water
Keep my heart upon your altar (rain down)
Give me strength to cross this water
Keep my feet don’t let me falter (rain down)

I finally got to sing Delirious?’s Rain Down in a church setting recently and it sparked off one of those nostalgia-waves where I went hunting for all my childhood CCM bands to see what happened to them or what I missed. Wikipedia-surfing, as always, tends to turn up interesting things.

  1. In their early years Sonicflood covers many artists. Covers are pretty common in the very interconnected Christian music industry but they really did quite an especial number of them, some of which are big names who are still very active in the CCM or worship industries. Martin Smith (of Delirious?, twice), Redman, Baloche, Tomlin, Ingram, Tim Hughes, Marty Sampson (of Hillsong). They did I Lift My Eyes Up long before I first encountered it on Kutless’ Strong God album.
  2. And in that album, Kutless covered Redman, Tomlin, Wickham, Brenton Brown and Bart Millard (of MercyMe). See what I mean by pretty common?
  3. Switchfoot uses the word “pedantic” in Easier Than Love. So I probably sang the word long before I learned what it meant.
  4. Starfield’s Great In All The Earth is a puzzling mystery to me. When I first encountered the song in 2011, I found myself thinking; oh wow, this is an interesting remake of a familiar song, that’s a nice twist with the electric guitar intro. But as it turns out now, I’m shocked to discover that it’s an original by them! Google gives absolutely nothing else. It’s strange because I remember it as a song from my earlier childhood but that cannot possibly be the case if Starfield are the originators; the album was released in 2008.
  5. FFH wasn’t always Far From Home, they started out as Four For Harmony.
  6. One of my most vivid childhood memories was playing You Are My All In All on a Windows ME laptop with the Windows Player and either the Firestorm or Scope visual effect and the blue tracking-ball instead of a touchpad. It had the distinct children’s choir chorus and now that I went hunting for the song, it was remarkably easy to find. Nichole Nordeman’s version.
  7. Jump5’s God Bless The USA and one of my favourite Delirious? Songs, White Ribbon Day were both related to the September 11 attacks; the former was arranged due to it, the latter a free download and re-release.

How can it be / that God is just
When flesh is torn / from young and old
And children run / in bloody fields
Where is the hope / oh God we cry
For White Ribbon Day

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Memorare

“Self-love does it better than almost anything. I’ve been walking down the street and seen a big angry-looking guy with a beat-up face, and thought he looks like trouble. Two more steps, and I realised I was seeing my reflection in a shop window. When I look into a mirror, knowing it’s a mirror, I don’t look like that. Not to me, I dont.”

-March Wildspring, Memorare by Gene Wolfe

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Be My Escape

But the beauty of grace is how it makes life not fair
– Matt Thiessen, Relient K

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Fruit

So every tree that does not produce good fruit is chopped down and thrown into the fire. Yes, just as you can identify a tree by its fruit, so you can identify people by their actions.
– Matt 7:19-20

Choosing to say, I will settle it, I will get it done. Because competency is valued.
Because I can. Because doing is where it’s at.

Nice guy? I don’t give a shit. Good father? Fuck you! Go home and play with your kids! You want to work here? Close.
– Blake, Glengarry Glen Ross

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The tension is here

Sometimes I think I run and hide because I’m afraid to be found inadequate;
because the other way is easier than facing it down

But
what this world needs is more strong, passionate men.
It needs men who can live not only in the future but also in the now, knowing that the future is made in the present.

#overcome

between who we are / and who we could be
between how it is / and how it should be

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When I’m found in the desert place

You give and take away / but my heart will choose to say / blessed be your name

So many wonderful things happened tonight. Even as my skepticism increases, yet still worship grows more powerful, relevant, real to me. There are many things I do not know. But for now I know when I praise, things change.

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Here Be Good Music

Undoubtedly one may have heard it casually mentioned that “music in the past was so much better”, or “why is all the music from my generation so crappy?” or “why can’t we have music that was as good as the 6/7/8/90s?”, owtte. This is especially so if one has experienced the time-wasting banality that is the Youtube comments section, where this trick is applied regularly, often in a clear attempt to amass upvotes.

Yes, often there is hyperbole in effect. And yes, a simple application of logic will tell you that a majority of the time, only the best music from any given era has quality enough to be proudly passed down or remembered fondly, and the 5/6/7/8/90s most certainly had their own fair share of bad music which didn’t survive the test of time. (To wit: music in the past seemed better because they’re only showing you the very, very good stuff.)

There is plenty that is fantastic in our era, many pieces that are classic-worthy. Here are the best of the very best in live performances since the turn of the Millennium that come to mind, pieces that continue to thrill, to stir up, to uplift one listen after listen, timelessly across the months and years even as other earworms come and go. In a happy coincidence they are spread quite conveniently across 2000 till now. Please show them one of these. Or all of them.

 

U2’s All I Want Is You and Streets, Slane Castle 2001

Is this possibly the best transition ever? In some sense, to call it so is cheating a little because the Where The Streets Have No Name guitar intro is so recognisable and exciting and melodic and layered and flat out one of the strongest intros ever; you could lead into it with a multitude of songs and it will still give that emotional surge of expectation. What Bono does is a fabulous, diligent job of linking both, catapulting the poignant, sweet All I Want Is You dramatically into the driving oomph of Streets, surfing a wave built of the power of his vocals into The Edge’s dotted-third-delay magic.

Bono is occasionally criticised as being much more of a personality than a genuinely good singer but there’s none of that here; Slane Castle was one of U2’s masterpieces of execution where many things just fell together well.

And with U2 you can count on the lyrics to be poetry in motion. All I Want Is You distills the essence of a marriage to its very core, sweeping aside beautiful metaphors and driving to the point: “You say you’ll give me eyes in the moon of blindness / a river in a time of dryness / a harbour in the tempest / all the promises we make, from the cradle to the grave / when all I need is you.” And then the first verse of Streets just charges in with “I want to run, I want to hide,” which when you think about it is so magical because it is such a succint expression of the human condition.

 

Muse’s Invincible, Wembley 2007

A step away from the minor tones and political agendas which characterise much of Muse’s work comes the inspirational feel-good Invincible. Revolving around the theme that “tonight we can say / together we’re invincible“, lines such as “cause there’s no one like you / in the universe” or “and whatever they say / your soul’s unbreakable” keep punching in the self-belief and the yes-we-can again and again and yet again.

Invincible utilises a slow buildup into a roaring finish, slowly ramping up the volume and the panache as each instrument steps in and takes turns to build up individually. A tight, cohesive piece, it communicates the concept that despite the typical Muse heaviness in tone, every instrument line is a significant and thoughtful component in the whole. Electronic Organ and Strings are involved; two tones that go very, very well with Pop/Rock and should really be seen more.

Bellamy’s very natural talent shines through as he transitions seamlessly between different playing styles; atmospheric slide guitar intro, standard distortion strum, arpeggiations and palm mute in the verses, and a beautiful-and-hectic tapping guitar solo. There is no dearth of creativity here.

 

Coldplay’s Fix You, Glastonbury 2011

I think Fix You is Coldplay’s magnum opus in stirring the soul. Have heard it many, many times in its various versions (possibly over a hundred times, by now?) and almost every single time something stirs up deep inside and makes you feel like crying and flying and dancing all at the same time.

The Organ line underscores some of the saddest-and-truest lyrics I know, “when you try your best but you don’t succeed” or “when you love someone / but it goes to waste”. And yet the chorus breaks in with such a spiritual positivity that through all these, “lights will guide you home / and ignite your bones” and perhaps, most importantly, the amazing promise of the speaker, (the representation of a friend or a loved one:) “and I will try to fix you.” Melancholy intersperses with assurance combines with hope in something approaching salvation. Martin is never fully in control of his vocals at various points in the song but there is an honest passion that shines through and makes that imperfection even better. As always, when the audience sings along it makes for a phenomenal stadium-sized chorus.

It consistently amazes me that Buckland’s heart-wrenchingly emotive, soaring guitar solo is a THREE NOTE solo. A soaring passage which, like the next lyrics prompt, has undoubtedly made “tears stream / down your face” for thousands around the world has a musical complexity even simpler than Mary Had A Little Lamb. You see, music doesn’t have to be showy to be great.

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